I had hoped that I would have another photo ready for upload this weekend, but I didn’t. I thought I should do something simpler than my previous photo, but I didn’t. Instead I chose to do another composite based on a concept that has been on my mind for years. I shot the pictures, then I shot them again and then a third time, since I could not get it right. Note that I had already began editing before I realized I had to do a third shot. Argh!  Lesson learned. I should be more careful and prepared next time. The thing is I get carried away the moment I set to do anything that is exciting to me, so I just forget to think things through.

So after I got the right shots I started editing, trying to combine the different elements together. Right now I am at a point where I have already done much work and I still have much left to do. And of course I have to implement new tecnhiques in photoshop to get the result I want. This process is exciting, yet frustrating. I have the image in  my head. How hard can it be to get it out? Well, it is. Very.

I am starting to feel disappointed. Maybe I am not as skilled as I thought I was. Maybe I am moving too fast. I am very close to abandoning this particular picture and moving on to something else. But then again I don’t like quitting. Maybe this is what you get for editing for five hours straight.

Pffff…. I am usually a very patient person. I guess what’s bugging me is that I can’t show you all those pictures that are in my head. Not yet.

Well a fresh start tomorrow might do the trick. After all, I set out to challenge myself. Well this is a challenge alright!

I really hope I have a new picture for you soon!

Hello all! This is my very first post in my brand new photograpy blog. I thought I should write some things about why I decided to make a blog.

Over the past few years I have been trying to grow as a photographer, always trying to learn and improve myself. But I reached a point where it was clear to me, that what was missing was my own personal style in phtography. I have decided I want to find that style by pushing myself to try new things and stepping out of my comfort zone.

This blog is my way to challenge myself to create new kinds of images, the kind that is more meaningful to me. I want to experiment, learn new things and try and show you all those images that are inside my head. I am not sure yet where this will take me, but I am really anxious to find out and share it with you.

I know I am bound to make many mistakes, but I hope that along the way I will find what I am looking for.

 

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